Friday, June 8, 2018

& Yet

In memoriam of  Kate Spade & Anthony Bourdain. The world will miss two souls who burned bright. This is also for you - whoever you are, in whatever place you are. It will get better. Take it from someone who's walked a similar journey. Should you or a loved one have suicidal thoughts, please call the National Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-8255. 

A river runs within you,
Deep destiny, troubled tributes--
& yet
Rivers rebel too.
They pour forth
What others only peer into.
They give life
When others seek relief.

Run on.


A story starts within you,
Wistfully written, mournfully maimed--
& yet
Stories have sequels and series.
Do not let the ink dry on the page.
Let only the pen bleed and remember
For your broken heart.
Let the verses take the place
For your pulsing veins.

Write on.


Harness the spark within you,
Let it illuminate
Like a glimpse of sullied starlight,
Like the glimmer of mischief from a two-year-old
Like a nose-wrinkling, gap-toothed grin,
Like an April shower dazzling surprised lovers,
Like humid July conversation on concrete rooftops,
Like sunburnt laughter dappling an autumn morning,
Like the frost kissing December skyscraper windows--

& yet
In every season:

Shine on.


Carbon-based colorer of magic,
You are 4 parts star and 1 part dream,
You are the reprieve of a school bell,
You are wonder and wonderful,
You must wander in wanderlust,
& yet
You are not over;

Be here,
Be with,
Be loved.


-©2018 Yue Yuan

Saturday, June 2, 2018


Fell off the bandwagon a bit. Still posting with the mentality of poetry each and every moment.

I celebrate the whiskey-colored sunset
Dappled with wisps of silken cocoon clouds
And the feeling of a summer down
Gussied up by a shy wind.

I celebrate lavender latte lovers -
those scented with wistfulness
and wishing for
a kind of kindness
in their cups,
in their coats,
in their cuts.

I celebrate the kind of person I am,
Not who others want me to be,
Who I should be
would be
could be

I celebrate the tincture and tonics
of a life well lived sipping on
the wine of joy,
the ambrosia of contentment,
the nectar of wisdom.

It's not what you have.
It's how you hold it.

Cherish your love,
But don't be afraid to
Set it free.

That's the truth of confetti.

(c) 2018 Yue Yuan

Wednesday, May 23, 2018


Accidentally skipped a day, so sister-poem haiku drafts for #365days of poems. 

Buried Treasure

50,000 leagues
Under your skin there is a
Skeleton key heart.


Anger- the shotgun,
Heartache- forlorn aftermath,
Silence? Hushes halls.

Monday, May 21, 2018


Someday is a mystical land where
The coffee sweetens itself and
The papers grade themselves and
I don't forget to pack breakfast or lunch
or my self-esteem.

Someday, I'll be the someone
somebody wanted me to be.

Today is a dreary wasteland where
The tea is a day old and
There is a foothill of paperwork and
I barely slip out the door with my feet on straight,
let alone my sneakers.

Today, I'm the one to
touch and go,
Run three laps deep before
Missing the finish line.

It's just one of those days.

Sunday, May 20, 2018

Pushpop Friend

She melted away,
All orangsicle sweetness aside,
No match for the heat of the summer
or the intensity of piping hot voices.

She measured out meters
Of friendship,
Push-pop ready,
Never pushy but popular,
She never really liked anything about me.

Push pop girl.
Woman of fine weather thoughts
& blue sky companions.

Rain clouds blew your thoughts away.
Storms warned you to bolt,
And here I thought
You cared.

Just a passing
I guess.

Saturday, May 19, 2018

Infinite Space

I wish I could disappear some days,
Caught in infinite space
and not finite time...
These bones will rust,
This skin will fade...
What days will we remember then?

Fade away,
Fade away,
And yet...

We long for infinite space,
A summer's day.

One day.

Friday, May 18, 2018

A Quiet Thing

Note from the Writer: I'm going to do this introverted thought experiment of a poem-a-day. Forgive me if the drafts come out a bit lame, but know that, in good faith, time will turn verses into something a bit more vital. Also - it's been a while. Feels like home to be back. -Yue

Waiting for expiration,
The shelf life of a half-life
carbon-based, carbonated

Not-yet grown, not-yet known...
Yet wanting to be.
Not-to-be pretty,
Not-to-be seen.

"A quiet thing"
They've called her,
Whispered behind closed door fingertips
Eyebrow curtains shut.

Not a quiet thing.
She finds it in herself.
A resting place.

Waiting for invigoration,
The body of a life yet lived
carbon-based, carbonated
woman of wonder.

You are not alone.
You are quiet when you want to be,
Screaming when they don't offer space,
Chuckling into corners of pregnant silence--

You know more than they think you do.

You who waits for candlelight
& moon's glow
& fireflies
& the piano keys of cities at sleep.

Quiet is not an insult.
Ugly is their attitude.

Be carbonated,
Be full of stars,
Be well; be a well of liquid

You are a fountain of crystalline glaciers;
Fragile but strong,
Endangered but magnificent,
One of a kind.

A wonder.